is it good bye?

SO i want to say good bye to somebody that is very special to me..i guess im not that special to them which i use to say ONII3 maybe they had forget ing me already so i want to say thanks for all this time..i guess i'm not gonna see your drawing any more so i guess you'll be the person that i fall in love with im so sick of waiting well things has change when you had come i guess im gonna miss all the time...i guess im not gonna find a friend like you who wait for me from mid night to morning just for me well i think im gonna miss that day...that is the most wonderful day for me..i guess it is not going to happen again well for the last...i would never regret by knowing you..and i want to thank you so much for everything and please dont regret by knowing me but if you do...then its okay well life have to go on i guess im gonna miss you and good bye but yet i cant forget about the precious time and though i will keep it in my mind and all of my post too but im gonna have to clear and change everything and start a new path...wish me luck..well i guess the last time im gonna talk to you is your birthday well i still wish that i could bring back the time well it seems i cant do that so yet i want to say sorry if i did some mistakes and sorry for making you mad at me...and also thank you for giving me your time and your lesson to me....im so please to meet someone like you who has the same attitude and the same style and the same favorites which has the same as my favorite thing..and also the same person like you i really wish it i hope i can get it...well its time to change

SO NOW I GUESS

So now i know...this is where i have to start to stand up and try to erase of the feeling well...i guess ONII3 dont care about it anymore so i guess i need to walk and start a new journey well it is not worth for me to force it because it is not that nice to force something which it doesnt really want something get it ahha so i guess i can help it hehe i do really admire it because no one ever sleep late just to wait for me hehe i wish to have somebody like that well i do but now every thing has change i wish i could make the world stop and keep rewind at the time and for me that time is the most wonder full things that i ever had eheh well now i guess have to keep forward and stop to hurt my self well i like the weather today it was dark and cold eheh i hope i can go shopping on the holiday with the same weather like this ehhe xoxo!!! well i guess i need to go now...i'll be waiting if...never mind then...

ALY AND AJ-Im Here lyric

 

No one needs to know how I feel
No one needs to understand
Cause they can't have a hold on us
It's not just any kind of love
I know when something is too sacred to touch

They don't see...
You're right where I want you and I think
You could be...
Something that's more than expected
Why let this go all the way down from here
I'm here.

We both tend to run when we're hurting
We both tend not to forgive and forget
The past can't have a hold on us
For you my heart will give its trust
I don't need as much of you
I just need your love

They don't see...
You're right where I want you and I think
You could be...
Something that's more than expected
Why let this go all the way down from here
I'm...

Here you go again
Doubting yourself
For no good reason
You're listening to someone else

They don't see...
You're right where I want you and I think
You could be...
Something that's more than expected
Why let this go all the way down from here
I'm here.

[http://www.lyricstime.com/aly-aj-i-m-here-lyrics.html]

my new favorite music to listen...

Hello guys...muin here now im interested in ALY & AJ's songs hehe it going to be in my music list such as in located in my blog and psp ehhe and now some of the songs from the other artist as well would still be in my music list...hehe i get some of the songs from a very special friend :) ehhe well i have a lot of dance move to learn such as super girl by super junior and NU ABO by F(x) and also Into The New World(remix) by SNSD"Girls' Generation" as well i learn more language like Hangul and Tagalog maybe other wordings in Hangul(korean) and also Japanese.I even continue to start a drawing a again like how i usually do when i was a little boy hehe but this time im gonna make it real maybe gonna learn some anime from Buttercup"best friend" and fairy-tales by the google search and winx club photo and stickers collection eheh peace well im gonna start to study as well but yet i need to start doing my scrapbook ahha well i promise a special friend which is the some person for not to let anyone see their page ehhe so i would answer "yes,i will promise that" but to my self i still answer the same answer but with detail"even..we are broken..i would still keep your promises"..so dont worry my friend and yeaa i hope my friend view my wall post in facebook as well read by blog posts in my Blog eheh cheers people    

Is it over??just a descripetion that i get from the net...

Is our relationships is over??If it is so im okay then and i hope if find somebody as same as you because i did say im afraid to lose somebody like you as a friend because i believe i couldn't find someone who stay up all day and night just for me and im so sad because that i lose you already...i miss all of your anime drawing,all your picture doesnt gave me the answer for all of my question we dont even chat like for a months and im afraid that we wont talk like we use to but for me being with you is a dream like how i said before and im happy being with you because you give me all those happiness spirits and i would never regret by knowing you and i just cant believe that you dont talk to me any more...i guess i have swept and gone from your mind?but i'm quiet okay with it...beside there is nothing else i could do to make you like me like how we use too please dont forget about me ... because your a very special person for me...like much more than a best friend but its okay if we are not what like i think...so i wish you luck and i want to thank you and i hope all of your day is complete with a full of success so yeaa be a good person always
-xoxo-

CHANGE ALREADY

Last night i chat with ONII3 well i dont know ONII3s life style so yeaa i think ONII3 has change every thing in it i guess I'm not in ONII3s mind anymore so yeaa Im happy for ONII3 and i would like to thank you to ONII3 and say happy advance birthday well i guess im not gonna see all of ONII3s drawing anymore ahha gonna miss that one and i would never forget about our friendship and also i would never regret by knowing you i do hope you dont regret too so yeaa i would say hope you completed your day and have a very great life and good luck and finally have a very bless day to you so i hope you be happy everyday and i want to apologize if i make some mistakes and if i make you mad hehe im really sorry so i guess still being friends with you eheh thank you so much for everything :)
-xoxo-

ONII3 day is soon...hmmm tth history,,,

I want to say happy advance birthday to ONII3 its okay if ONII3 dont read this because i dont feel like it any more hmm its alryte its okay but i still like ONII3 but if ONII3 dont like me im still okay with it eheh yayayayaya.....
btw since we have 4 day holiday because of the sultan his majesty birthday and and HM comming to K.B some of the subject teacher gave us homework which is so many and difficult luckily i finish it already ahha yeaa.... and this week im gonna meet my friend from singapore so yeaa i would like to welcome him and i hope he enjoy his day here in Brunei well he is going to be here maybe on saturday until monday ehhe so yeaa not sure hehe...
So later im going to have BBQ at home i wish i have the mood like eating fried food later egeh so yeaa