Saturday, December 26, 2009

To be Honest :)

To Be HONEST, I have a diffirent feeling through wards others in this world like for me im not a special person in this world well i know i am such a spoiled brat.well sometimes i dont even felt like that.the most feeling that i have is im not special well as i know i cant do any thing right i feel that i am bad and wrong type of person...I wish i can be a complete person such as nice and good in doing stuff well this wish is more bette rrather than i wish that i ***** E____S(secret answer)But its okay i just accept what i just have and always be patient everyday which i try harder and harder.Sometime's i feel that i didnt even have my cheer again it is because i have more luck to change and then i cant make friend easly sometimes i feel like im a nobody but it still okay to me ehhe well have a nice day everyone and always cheering :)

Hate It

Hello There,today i just want to share about my feeling through wards some one.I really really hate fake people,hmm if i wonder why would people like to faking their self hmmm or maybe i know some of the reason for example they just want o have a lot of friends,and then so that people like them and etc...Why Can they just be their selfs?Is it being Ourself is a tough stuff to do?well i dont think SO...Well now on i just try to be patient and chill up ^_^ and dont care about others like usual just like being on the other side of the world like alone in the dark.That's keep me chilling up ehhe rather than doing bad stuff huh eheheh.Well i just want to say sorry if some of these words that i share is hurting your feeling well i just to share it thats all well have a nice day everyone eheh :)

~here a song for myself~Jonatha Brooke - I'll Try Lyrics

Jonatha Brooke - I'll Try Lyrics

I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now-
Mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine.
I'm fine.
I'm to tired to listen.
I'm too old to believe:
All these childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith,
And trust,
And pixie dust.
I try,
But its to hard to believe.
I try,
But I can't see what you see.
I try.
I try.
I try.
My whole world is changing,
I don't know where to turn.
I can't leave you baby,
But I cant stay and watch the sitting burn;
Watch it burn.
'Cause I try,
But its so hard to believe!
I try,
But I can't see where you see.
I try.
I try.
I try and try,
To understand,
The distance in between:
The love I feel,
The things i fear,
I dearly say good dream.
I can finally see it.
Now I have to believe:
All those precious stories.
All the world is made of faith,
And trust,
And pixie dust.
So I'll try,
'Cause I finally believe!
I'll try,
'Cause I see where you see!
I'll try.
I'll try!
I'll try!
I'll try-
To fly.