Its hard to forget about the good memories and moments but sometimes i feel like going crazy because it feel like there is a flame in your heart feeling that makes your inner feeling cost to burn....its hard to explain...so i dont know what are we now....should i emmm i dont know im so speechless because i do still remember when i wasn't sleeping for a day for chatting with ONII3 well to be honest ONII3 is very royalty..who had ONII3 on their sight is very lucky because ONII3 is very very kind to me..well i have nothing much to say i could not imagine how would i live after this burning feelings i hope ONII3 understands this even if ONII3 dont understand then its ok...I wish ONII3 had read all of my status in facebook and also my blog but it seems like ONII3 dont keep the promise that ONII3 would do it...ONII3 ever said ONII3 hate liars...But look at it...I never lie but try to look at it...its like a broken pieces now...i think i should try my best to leave but its hard because all of the memories is just too much precious because none of my friends ever do it like that to me unless ONII3 but i think now ONII3 has change maybe because of my fault so yeaa i should try to stop hurting my self and just let it be happy because all i want is to be happy but i think my mission for my self had fail so i rather see someone and something is happier than me so be happy ONII3 i hope you know how it feels....so i wish i never stay in earth but maybe in a fairy world like most of my dream would be...but its okay because it is just imaginary not real so i dont know what to do now....its all because of the burning flame...
Saturday, July 10, 2010
next road
Now i dont know what to do with ONII3 stuffs so yeaa might keep them eheh so keep it...next stop dancing and drawing and also write story eheh so yeaa into the new world and prove the others that my dreams it my own choice with is going to be real and a good one with clearer view eheh just wait and see i will be a author...btw toady i have a very different dreams since after i woke up from my beauty sleep eheh it was amazing i guess eheh :) but i forgot about it,its like telling me what is going on and etc eheh like a super vision XD eheh owh yeaa
SO YEAA
I Want to thank you to ONII3's friend for saying that in their post so now ONII3's having a secret so yeaa im so broken inside...obviously i want to thank you to mizzah my best friend from philippine for telling me the translation say yeaa now ONII3 is happy and now i know his secret..and i dont know what to do next with ONII3's picture,writing and etc...i just can forget it very easily...so yea ONII3 just forgot me okay and be happy always...i hope your much more happy with me and now you've got a pyramid and you day was completely done and complete and now I'm having a road to solve...because now im in the dead end...so now im going to walk a lone again i though we could be a nice friend so i guess it just a lie from the way you sing me a song and stay late night together with me.....and talk and draw and write something on a piece of paper i dont care if ONII3 got a crush but the real story is He had making something behind me...urghhh i hate it...i could not forget about it easily so have a great life oNII3 is time for me to go and have a huge walk...
Friday, July 9, 2010
if i wonder
I always wonder who used to view my facebook profile ahah hmmm could be you...Whoo"yuhoo" ahha got it haha it doesnt matter who :) but it make me feel curious if someone had view my profile or not i do hope ONII3 view it and as same i wonder if ONN3 would view my blog ahahi wonder what did STOIC is....and i always wonder what are they talking about...im afraid if ONII3 search for someone special or greater then me...IM JUST AFRAID TO LOSE ONNI3 BESIDE I DONT FEEL SO SAFE WITHOUT ONNI3.....i hope ONII3 could be the thing which protect me always i always wanted something like that hmmm just wonder if ONII3 could do that...but its so complicated im so far away with a stuff Call ONII3 and i never know what IT always do...well i always been faithful and believe and trusted ONII3 since the time ONII3 sing me a song and show it how much does it care...BTW ONII3 in a fact secret it between me and friend only knows so ONII3 dont get confuse alryte ahah
i know fantasy....
I know fantasy has existed in our real world but only that we couldn't see it and feel like it...But we all do know fairy tales means...it always starts from our illusion and our own creativity for our imagination...well dont think that it will make you like going mad and crazy...it only just that i give us relaxation in our own mind for and example like thinking that something give you peace and relaxing in your own mind you even could write your own stories like how i did mine....for an example like the sally and the coin collector and etc hhehe it was amazing and normal to children mostly because they like fairy tales during childhood which is good for our own memory XD
Im gonna prove it to all of you people
Everyone though im this and that which is like immoral things to said and do...so yeaa im sure im gonna prove to everyone that im nice and kind it doesnt mean im soft that is IM GAy so yeaa you people are WRONG...you people dont know me from the inside because you people only can comment people from the outside like a if you people are so very perfect so yeaa just beat it....Im sure im Not GAY!!!!!!!which is IM INNOCENT!!!!
You people would laugh and comment about me by now...just let see one day who would laugh back doesnt mean that i have the feeling to be mean like that means i really want to do it back like that....well i am not going to do like that....well im sure im still going to help the others as well even they laugh at me by now and never feel sorry XP
SO yeaa just wait and see even i have a soft voice....i am still a man!!!and a nice young person.....
You people would laugh and comment about me by now...just let see one day who would laugh back doesnt mean that i have the feeling to be mean like that means i really want to do it back like that....well i am not going to do like that....well im sure im still going to help the others as well even they laugh at me by now and never feel sorry XP
SO yeaa just wait and see even i have a soft voice....i am still a man!!!and a nice young person.....
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