things that happen

Friday, July 9, 2010

i know fantasy....

I know fantasy has existed in our real world but only that we couldn't see it and feel like it...But we all do know fairy tales means...it always starts from our illusion and our own creativity for our imagination...well dont think that it will make you like going mad and crazy...it only just that i give us relaxation in our own mind for and example like thinking that something give you peace and relaxing in your own mind you even could write your own stories like how i did mine....for an example like the sally and the coin collector and etc hhehe it was amazing and normal to children mostly because they like fairy tales during childhood which is good for our own memory XD

Im gonna prove it to all of you people

Everyone though im this and that which is like immoral things to said and do...so yeaa im sure im gonna prove to everyone that im nice and kind it doesnt mean im soft that is IM GAy so yeaa you people are WRONG...you people dont know me from the inside because you people only can comment people from the outside like a if you people are so very perfect so yeaa just beat it....Im sure im Not GAY!!!!!!!which is IM INNOCENT!!!!
You people would laugh and comment about me by now...just let see one day who would laugh back doesnt mean that i have the feeling to be mean like that means i really want to do it back like that....well i am not going to do like that....well im sure im still going to help the others as well even they laugh at me by now and never feel sorry XP

SO yeaa just wait and see even i have a soft voice....i am still a man!!!and a nice young person.....

I think im wrong

ONII3.....DID i ever SAID the WORD forever????well i do believe in it,but i just miss something like a piece to complete it....YOU ever said to me that...you already complete your day when im with you...I do hope that you miss and think about me even you dont im still gonna be alryte because there is nothing else i could do...but without YOU as if like there is no music around me because we had same interest but i do want to get serious with it but i you didnt want to well it still gonna be alryte because i just want you to be happy and i dont you to be like someone that i know which is now ruing so i dont you to be broken and destroy but im really speechless when you ask me "~~~~~"....in fb...and yet i still keep it as a secret i even tell you everything about me...beside i never lie towards you but i depends on you now.....just tell me the answer if still like me or not.....But seriously i still like you..it starts when you sang me a song....so yeaa its was pretty cool

Theres nothing else i could do

HMmm today i feel different towards another person like a lot of person...Its hard to explain...but they all was like so very active and strong and i was like weak and no confidence but my best friend ask me to think positive but i think now every things has change...I know i might be usefull,might be stupid,might be any thing that i bad...im sure im gonna prove them that they all were wrong because i know who i am...And i am what i am not like those immoral people..but i feel like theres no one could understand me i even feel left out through ONII3's well everyday i try to make my self happy by seeing those picture and draw and decorate something with ONNI3's tag on it but nothings hasn't change...Because ONNI3's still dont reply my text....ONNI3 is happy with ONII3 self and what ever which surrounding ONNI3's side well i felt left out all i want to be just be happy and think that someone love me for the best and yet i think i dont deserve anything because i feel like i dont belong to the world...I got nothing in me....Which i always felt that people hate and dislike me a lot so yea now is the end of the road...Got nothing else i could do...But i do really hope that ONII3 still like me and think about me..even he dont im still gonna be alryte and yet i dont know what to do next...Beside im with ONII3 for 1 month and 9 days already so yeaa i wish I .................................................................................................

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

i've been waiting for you

Its been so long we dont talk...I had waiting for you for so very long time which i keep looking at your picture with blank emotion so emm its okay because most people said that your busy so yeaa i dont mind it actually well i have nothing to say so yeaa good luck hope to talk to you again :)

tell me your still....

Hello...today i want to share something...I miss my special friend its like we dont have a conversation for a month.I did try my best to make them to talk to me but they wont reply...and they just offline which i have to wait for another day to come...which is so very long because i really really miss them and i need to ask and discus something with them thats all...i hope they dont misunderstanding....hmmm we have been friend like 1 month and 7 days which is now without a conversation...but i do really hope that we will chat again one day like we usually do...i just dont want to lose them....or or maybe .............. never mind then....my best friend ask me to think positive so yeaa good luck Onii3 have a great success....just tell me something that i dont know...