Selamat hari raya 2010

 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI 2010

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN 

HAPPY EID MUBARAK EVERYONE 

HAVE A GREAT CELEBRATION AND DONT FORGET TO COME TO MY REVENUE~

have a bless everyone 

Happy fasting month 2010

 

Happy Fasting Month 2010 for all of the Muslim around the world.May Allah bless all of us in this very special month and good luck for the fasting count and hope no one had a short break for their fasting period.

Cheers and Good luck especially to my family,all of my friends and Muslims.

Happy fasting in the month of Ramadhan 2010

i want the old me back

I wish im am loud and brave like how i used to be in three years ago..because now i forget to speak very friendly and i just hope that i could be friendly like how i used to  be....i wish i have a friend which give me tips and advice on how to make friend with the new and the old friend...but i would still be great-full with what i had now like having some true friends,and etc....

I wish

I WISH I HAVE TALENTS.like some others people like drawings,dancings especially,and then singing...because i want to perform someday but i dont think its a good idea even though my friend have a positive support for me to say yes...because i never get what ever i wanted and i sucks a lot in talent and stuff well i guess im gonna dance for fun every day like for fun which is wasting my think just because to get the good weight and thin...Hmmm if i could make a lot of wish...I'm sure i am gonna be happy like every time but its okay because its not reality which sometimes im not happy with it...but usually i used to get the "N.I.M" stuff,moody and sad mood just because of all of the reasons which i never gonna get...like i used to say emm talents?interests?educations?everything....But i can't do any thing so yeaa i wish im gonna be happy always and not being blues....like most of the days

Lets forget about it

I am now strong for my self which im not flee like i used to..i am gonna forget about my relationships that had happen before which i am gonna forgive them and forget them like how i wanted well i like to be their friends but i don't think that i should think about them too much so now i think it is the right time to release it...which i don't regret and really like it...because what i think is majority all humans are the same...they don't think about a lot of people beside their self at first like how i think all the time like peace for the natures and people even environment around us...so now i really know what is the real human do...as like a bit of jerks and mean people because what they can say is being the best for their self and fight for their importance like for their popularity around them...well i guess people dislikes me which i guess i am being myself way to much...and maybe people hate me...unlike animals at least they won't harm me like so sudden...well maybe if im wrong i just want to apologize to everyone for being stupid and  well i think im going to go to bed...beside on Thursday 12 of August 2010 is going to have the fasting month for Brunei i guess....well good nite ^^

GReat TIME

Its start from last week"sunday,18 of july"my friend which is like a brother to our family came here"brunei" for a visit...it was a very happy day to me...i like it,because i dont feel bored well since today"frida,23 of july"he went back to singapore...afetr his holiday here,everything has change,i feel so sad and bored because every time when i come home from school i always talk to him at home and now no more,,,i miss him so much oppa,,i wish i could meet him again as well as he wanted to meet me and also my family eheh i have a lot of great time with him...but today when we arrived at the air port..im not yet sad even if im sad,im also happy for him that he could go back home hehe after going to miri.when we arrive at home...i study and call and also message with him and my friends so when nobodys home...so i suddenly cry and drop a lot of tears which is before he call me...and then when he call i was shock that i continue crying with my funny voice which is not clear so yeaa i feel so bored without him around its too quiet here...hmmm i hope i could meet him again along with my parents too so yeaa cheers and good luck sya oppa

at least we talk....

Its okay if that person didnt want to talk to me...so well at least we talk a little while so i will try not to buzz or chat with that person again hmmm because it didnt make any different...so i dont know what species are there...so very unknownable  but its alryte because i use to talk to myself and even talk to my pets ALONE....so yeaa it didnt makes any different i guess i wont be speaking but for me that person is still a very special person...i even prove it..just loook at my game wall paper...it mix with blue and orange...everything is with its favorite colors and then i try to like and yet now i like and try to listen to its favorite songs...just look at my blog all of it got mentioned ONII3 and yet i still write and drawing things on the name with ONII3 on it and also took its photos for my scrapbook...but the person would never know and understand how much I really reallly"*****************"ehhe sorry private eheh and so if that person wont like me...so then im gonna accept it but yet i will try to erase all of my memory and try to get the same person like ONII3 which is who have the same favorite colors as ONII3,have the same favorite as ONII3 and etc...all i want it the same person well i bet i couldn't find so meaning i couldn't even see ONII3 on cam???i wish i could go back in time to fix the problem but it didnt make any differences so yeaa i think im gonna give up because what was im thinking everything is the same thing going on...well i miss ONII3 well i think i shouldn't say it again and again because it didn't make ONII3 to speak to me...so maybe it view my blog or not...thats okay because im okay with everything because no one really do not and no one need to understand how i feel and no one every put any good things in me....