I wish

I WISH I HAVE TALENTS.like some others people like drawings,dancings especially,and then singing...because i want to perform someday but i dont think its a good idea even though my friend have a positive support for me to say yes...because i never get what ever i wanted and i sucks a lot in talent and stuff well i guess im gonna dance for fun every day like for fun which is wasting my think just because to get the good weight and thin...Hmmm if i could make a lot of wish...I'm sure i am gonna be happy like every time but its okay because its not reality which sometimes im not happy with it...but usually i used to get the "N.I.M" stuff,moody and sad mood just because of all of the reasons which i never gonna get...like i used to say emm talents?interests?educations?everything....But i can't do any thing so yeaa i wish im gonna be happy always and not being blues....like most of the days

Lets forget about it

I am now strong for my self which im not flee like i used to..i am gonna forget about my relationships that had happen before which i am gonna forgive them and forget them like how i wanted well i like to be their friends but i don't think that i should think about them too much so now i think it is the right time to release it...which i don't regret and really like it...because what i think is majority all humans are the same...they don't think about a lot of people beside their self at first like how i think all the time like peace for the natures and people even environment around us...so now i really know what is the real human do...as like a bit of jerks and mean people because what they can say is being the best for their self and fight for their importance like for their popularity around them...well i guess people dislikes me which i guess i am being myself way to much...and maybe people hate me...unlike animals at least they won't harm me like so sudden...well maybe if im wrong i just want to apologize to everyone for being stupid and  well i think im going to go to bed...beside on Thursday 12 of August 2010 is going to have the fasting month for Brunei i guess....well good nite ^^

GReat TIME

Its start from last week"sunday,18 of july"my friend which is like a brother to our family came here"brunei" for a visit...it was a very happy day to me...i like it,because i dont feel bored well since today"frida,23 of july"he went back to singapore...afetr his holiday here,everything has change,i feel so sad and bored because every time when i come home from school i always talk to him at home and now no more,,,i miss him so much oppa,,i wish i could meet him again as well as he wanted to meet me and also my family eheh i have a lot of great time with him...but today when we arrived at the air port..im not yet sad even if im sad,im also happy for him that he could go back home hehe after going to miri.when we arrive at home...i study and call and also message with him and my friends so when nobodys home...so i suddenly cry and drop a lot of tears which is before he call me...and then when he call i was shock that i continue crying with my funny voice which is not clear so yeaa i feel so bored without him around its too quiet here...hmmm i hope i could meet him again along with my parents too so yeaa cheers and good luck sya oppa

at least we talk....

Its okay if that person didnt want to talk to me...so well at least we talk a little while so i will try not to buzz or chat with that person again hmmm because it didnt make any different...so i dont know what species are there...so very unknownable  but its alryte because i use to talk to myself and even talk to my pets ALONE....so yeaa it didnt makes any different i guess i wont be speaking but for me that person is still a very special person...i even prove it..just loook at my game wall paper...it mix with blue and orange...everything is with its favorite colors and then i try to like and yet now i like and try to listen to its favorite songs...just look at my blog all of it got mentioned ONII3 and yet i still write and drawing things on the name with ONII3 on it and also took its photos for my scrapbook...but the person would never know and understand how much I really reallly"*****************"ehhe sorry private eheh and so if that person wont like me...so then im gonna accept it but yet i will try to erase all of my memory and try to get the same person like ONII3 which is who have the same favorite colors as ONII3,have the same favorite as ONII3 and etc...all i want it the same person well i bet i couldn't find so meaning i couldn't even see ONII3 on cam???i wish i could go back in time to fix the problem but it didnt make any differences so yeaa i think im gonna give up because what was im thinking everything is the same thing going on...well i miss ONII3 well i think i shouldn't say it again and again because it didn't make ONII3 to speak to me...so maybe it view my blog or not...thats okay because im okay with everything because no one really do not and no one need to understand how i feel and no one every put any good things in me....

is it good bye?

SO i want to say good bye to somebody that is very special to me..i guess im not that special to them which i use to say ONII3 maybe they had forget ing me already so i want to say thanks for all this time..i guess i'm not gonna see your drawing any more so i guess you'll be the person that i fall in love with im so sick of waiting well things has change when you had come i guess im gonna miss all the time...i guess im not gonna find a friend like you who wait for me from mid night to morning just for me well i think im gonna miss that day...that is the most wonderful day for me..i guess it is not going to happen again well for the last...i would never regret by knowing you..and i want to thank you so much for everything and please dont regret by knowing me but if you do...then its okay well life have to go on i guess im gonna miss you and good bye but yet i cant forget about the precious time and though i will keep it in my mind and all of my post too but im gonna have to clear and change everything and start a new path...wish me luck..well i guess the last time im gonna talk to you is your birthday well i still wish that i could bring back the time well it seems i cant do that so yet i want to say sorry if i did some mistakes and sorry for making you mad at me...and also thank you for giving me your time and your lesson to me....im so please to meet someone like you who has the same attitude and the same style and the same favorites which has the same as my favorite thing..and also the same person like you i really wish it i hope i can get it...well its time to change

SO NOW I GUESS

So now i know...this is where i have to start to stand up and try to erase of the feeling well...i guess ONII3 dont care about it anymore so i guess i need to walk and start a new journey well it is not worth for me to force it because it is not that nice to force something which it doesnt really want something get it ahha so i guess i can help it hehe i do really admire it because no one ever sleep late just to wait for me hehe i wish to have somebody like that well i do but now every thing has change i wish i could make the world stop and keep rewind at the time and for me that time is the most wonder full things that i ever had eheh well now i guess have to keep forward and stop to hurt my self well i like the weather today it was dark and cold eheh i hope i can go shopping on the holiday with the same weather like this ehhe xoxo!!! well i guess i need to go now...i'll be waiting if...never mind then...

ALY AND AJ-Im Here lyric

 

No one needs to know how I feel
No one needs to understand
Cause they can't have a hold on us
It's not just any kind of love
I know when something is too sacred to touch

They don't see...
You're right where I want you and I think
You could be...
Something that's more than expected
Why let this go all the way down from here
I'm here.

We both tend to run when we're hurting
We both tend not to forgive and forget
The past can't have a hold on us
For you my heart will give its trust
I don't need as much of you
I just need your love

They don't see...
You're right where I want you and I think
You could be...
Something that's more than expected
Why let this go all the way down from here
I'm...

Here you go again
Doubting yourself
For no good reason
You're listening to someone else

They don't see...
You're right where I want you and I think
You could be...
Something that's more than expected
Why let this go all the way down from here
I'm here.

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