Everytime and everyday music

Its like every day i view your photo and even listen to your favorite music like everyday and now i admire the song ehhe and i hope to talk with you soon :) just look at your photo didn't make any difference so now i feel that something really special had gone me mad"crazy" which i like it i think ahah okay this didnt make any sense so i will talk to you soon then eheh miss ya miss ya"just a word"

One month already :)

Hey look how long are we now?eheh im happy that were already a month :) its hard to chat with you so i decided to say something on my blog instead then....Hmmm i just want to you that "secret" eheh jk jk i will ask you if you are on your free tome buddy hehe its a very good news to me and my lil buddies :) dont worry about the secret question okay chill chill :) btw we had been friend one month now eheh :) like the other friend as well ok hope to talk to you soon

colour full colours

For me world wont be wonderful without colour full colours...We need colours because it help the world to be wonderful and it is the same as our passing marks for the exam if we had colourful bright colour for it,we will be satisfied and happy with it which is same as our choice and dreams that who ever want to be now i know im gonna give up dancing but no matter what im still gonna love dancing even though i cant do the dance now...Which is im gonna miss it so much :( ....But i think i better shut my self where ever i am...no wonder THEY never had their dreams working on want to know why?they just said and hope it from what they say and yea they dont even practice and try it which is never been done before not even once so now i think i better choose what ever i want,which is have to be early before its too late like some people now.Now im not gonna let my self down and believe that i can do it no matter what people say...I dont need the others which i could support my self even if the others support,they might also let us down such as saying that were not good in our part but so what at least we believe that we can do it which is we try and give it more and more practice and also believe in our self.I know how it feels when "THE OTHERS LAUGH AT US WHEN WE ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING"...lets says it always have to be like that...its like our fight towards them like we can do it and never give up on what are we going to do so yea im very disappointed and felt sorry for the others especially the public,my parents and family and also friends if i had make something what you people dont want me to be well its my dream i just want to be happy as what i were and im sure that now everyone is happy that i gave up dancing which i dont to hurt my self towards the feeling which this i should tell anyone but i have too and let every one happy that i give up dancing so now i think i better open my fantasy and lastly i will let my mom take my phone because it is no worth by having my phone because its not so very important so yeaa just inbox me and message me through facebook okay cheers have a nice life and dont give up on your dream :)

I think im done with dreaming :(

dance is my the way how i expressing my feeling so now im gonna give up dancing for some main reason,bow i have no colourful life.which is I felt different today...which i want to done with my dream and choice like dancing and the others as well...its like no one want me to have a happy life..just look at me..sad life they doesn't even support me like as if they can do better than me..hmmm well i think this is the life..and i think i need to change as well so yeaa i really hope that i have a curse which is i cant speak forever just look at me...people always ignore what i say i feel like talking to the wall which is im trying my best to be better and nice to them which i think i cant do it so now i have to think positive about my self so i gave up what i like to do especially dancing now im so very very sad and tears are all over my eyes and i think people HATEs and DISLIKEs me too so im gonna say that im gonna have to leave dancing which is im going to miss dancing very much and i hope i could dance next time hmmm dreams with this type of people around me always make me wanna leave this world so i hope what ever i wish always come true eheh i want to apologize if i had make a lot of mistakes toward you people and now im gonna be quiet as you people want and make every body wished come true which is not to dance and being quiet which they always ignore me and i hope i never been born or any thing which make me feel better so thank you very much everyone you gave me the spirit

todays weather ^^

Today weather its very important for me,guess what it has a dark cloud today and its raining but i do hate and afraid of thunder storm for today because its loud but it has stop with dark clouds hehe it was very cold today and i love it so much i t feel like want to go somewhere peacefull like a secret garden and the beach for playing around alone :) or maybe peaceful shopping ahha or or ice skating by wearing the right outfit for it like winters fashion ^^...so yeaa i better spent today with a  properly time im sure i dont want to miss this lovely and peacefull day with tiring besides its weekends eheh have a great time people and for onii3 "secretly* L*** *o*" guess it correctly buddy take care always my friend i hope i can guess your secret words at your blog correctly haha study smart and be a good student always

26 June 2010 :D unexpected things

-I have a great time today,well at first...in the morning,i woke up and then i did some of my morning things like subuh prayer and others,I realize that it was student day...haha so i hurry my self with wearing my school uniform and then at school i arrived early so i sent my homework to the B.m teacher with my classmate and then attendance been taken after the school assembly..so yeaa during the talent show had been started,im so interested of it....people act during the drama contestant and people sing and play music"band" and also dance well i was amaze during all of the talent show so if there were a students day audition next year,I'm so going to sign up for dancing competition eheh if was ready for it....Just to express it self...

-In the afternoon i was shopping with my mother for her new clothes for the teachers night at BSRC.so she bought her self a clothes which is grey colour and its very smart though when i was while waiting for my mother for her to try the clothes on,i was walking around the store and admire some of the shoes which cost $94.90.it has very amazing design which i like it and it is in blue colour.and then when i went to the kids and toys section which is near the expensive hand bang location,i saw a designer kid which cost around $15.90 and the other designer kid which included stencil and colorful pens and sprays in the box.so when i search for my mother which is after she try on her clothes,i took her to the kids section so i tell about the colour design kid...my mom did want to buy it for me..well i pity my mom so i rather left it then....

-Then i was suprice that mu movie night was cancel because of the others some reasons like my brother is working so i thought that im going to be home alone...so yeaa my moms friend bring her daughters to my house and play such as cooking,dancing,singing and hang out they were safiyah,saleha and suhaila .and then i was chatting with my pen friend,he is a very nice person and also loyalty though....then during our(me and the girls) eating moment which is when nobodys around at home.all of us was like a comedian like we make jokes and laugh while eating and cooking too ahha....and they go home around 11pm :).

-So and then around 12pm i was online and chatting in fb i was shock that Onii3s account,is wasn't only the user was "secret"sorry cant tell you either.Luckily i wasn't asking what i wanted to ask onni3 about something which is not a bad thing eheh XP/...ahha so around 1am either 2am someone told me that he going to meet me in Brunei which is my pen friend from from KL...which they around coming here in 17-20 July so i guess im going to meet them on weekends and told them about the sultans day festival"perayaan in our language".eheh so i slept around 2 am in my room and woke up around 10am and then back to bed until 11am

Now i got the answer

Hello there...now i feel fine already since we had a little chat just now with a special friend :D
SO now im happy well its still raining over here and so yeaa i enjoy it with a great joy from you btw good luck for your reading and school business okay :D i hope to chat with you again soon please do take care and i will promise what i've been promise okay :D